[She'll give him all the time he needs to string his words and thoughts together. The way he was hesitating and placing all of his concentration on their held hands was telling. It made her wonder if he was the sort to keep his thoughts and feelings to himself or rarely express them. And yet it did not feel to be the case because of the amount of thoughtfulness he was expressing them. To a stranger, one he felt comfortable enough to explain.
That was the feeling she was getting from him -- everything he had said, it was all connected to his experiences.
Only someone who holds social values from simple and mundane interactions, ones many take for granted, herself included, between friends and loved ones are those who rarely experienced them beforehand. If he can still appreciate them wholeheartedly, then....he may have been...alone for a very long time. Her green eyes will watch his next movements intently, noticing even more details -- the soft tone he was using sounded a little melancholic; his smile was not entirely happy as he admits it because it felt heavy as well; the emphasis he places on emotions, on feelings, was another interesting detail. He values connections. He values love more than anything else. Genuine love without it being forced or with reason to be. Affection was important. Which may mean: he wants to feel affection while he gives it in turn?
Then again, ever since she held him close, spoke to him with tenderness and kindness, he never once pushed her away. It was only when she teased him as a form to protect herself did he push away and get upset with her.
This boy was so strong. Very. He was willing to give unlimited support and affection to others without expecting it in return. If he gets it, then he will appreciate it more than anyone else ever could.
Even though it was all an assumption, her eyes will begin to water especially when he mentions "even the most terrible things, so often they happen because someone felt so deeply for someone that they grieve and can't let them go" will hit a little too close to home. Her decision was exactly that.
But right now, this was not about her or Livi or her world or anyone else for that matter.
Right now this was about the boy named Allen Walker. A boy with the purest and strongest heart created by pure loneliness. What was his story? She wanted to know, but she had something more important to focus on!]
1/2 allen walker the analysis paper
That was the feeling she was getting from him -- everything he had said, it was all connected to his experiences.
Only someone who holds social values from simple and mundane interactions, ones many take for granted, herself included, between friends and loved ones are those who rarely experienced them beforehand. If he can still appreciate them wholeheartedly, then....he may have been...alone for a very long time. Her green eyes will watch his next movements intently, noticing even more details -- the soft tone he was using sounded a little melancholic; his smile was not entirely happy as he admits it because it felt heavy as well; the emphasis he places on emotions, on feelings, was another interesting detail. He values connections. He values love more than anything else. Genuine love without it being forced or with reason to be. Affection was important. Which may mean: he wants to feel affection while he gives it in turn?
Then again, ever since she held him close, spoke to him with tenderness and kindness, he never once pushed her away. It was only when she teased him as a form to protect herself did he push away and get upset with her.
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.......she is such a stupid girl.
Stupid.
This boy was so strong. Very. He was willing to give unlimited support and affection to others without expecting it in return. If he gets it, then he will appreciate it more than anyone else ever could.
Even though it was all an assumption, her eyes will begin to water especially when he mentions "even the most terrible things, so often they happen because someone felt so deeply for someone that they grieve and can't let them go" will hit a little too close to home. Her decision was exactly that.
But right now, this was not about her or Livi or her world or anyone else for that matter.
Right now this was about the boy named Allen Walker. A boy with the purest and strongest heart created by pure loneliness. What was his story? She wanted to know, but she had something more important to focus on!]