[his heart does a funny thing when he thinks about nie huaisang's words. the possibility had occurred to him, but he's still so new to this place that he didn't feel certain of it.
whether or not she would actually be glad for it...jin zixuan blinks a few times before glancing down. he would like to believe that, but it feels like she's been unhappy in his presence more often than not.
which has led him to this.]
I...am trying to show her a different side of myself. [his next words are harder to say. he'd actually avoided them at first.] A better side of myself. Whether she accepts it or not...
[he trails off helplessly. only the future knows that.]
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whether or not she would actually be glad for it...jin zixuan blinks a few times before glancing down. he would like to believe that, but it feels like she's been unhappy in his presence more often than not.
which has led him to this.]
I...am trying to show her a different side of myself. [his next words are harder to say. he'd actually avoided them at first.] A better side of myself. Whether she accepts it or not...
[he trails off helplessly. only the future knows that.]