[ It isn't true, he thinks. Not that he thinks his Uncle is lying to him, but rather that he really doesn't want to know. He won't want to know about how he instructed him to kill practitioners of Wei Wuxian's magic without mercy, won't want to know about how he had to raise him nearly single-handed another with his other Uncle. Won't want to know how often he's bullied because of his parents being dead. Won't want to know how he doesn't think his Uncle ever recovered, from Wei Wuxian's betrayal.
The future is too heavy and he doesn't think he can separate his life out of the lives that Wei Wuxian took.
How can he possibly expect his uncle to love him fully, to know him fully, if he won't accept what Wei Wuxian did?
But he's so tired and he doesn't want the hug to end - it felt even better than the few ones he'd gotten in recent memory. Something warm bleeding in through his skin everywhere he was touched. He didn't want to move. ]
I don't know if I should tell you anything, [ He admitted in a mumble. ]
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The future is too heavy and he doesn't think he can separate his life out of the lives that Wei Wuxian took.
How can he possibly expect his uncle to love him fully, to know him fully, if he won't accept what Wei Wuxian did?
But he's so tired and he doesn't want the hug to end - it felt even better than the few ones he'd gotten in recent memory. Something warm bleeding in through his skin everywhere he was touched. He didn't want to move. ]
I don't know if I should tell you anything, [ He admitted in a mumble. ]