As long as you being around lights up Molly's days, that's all the thanks I need.

[ Fish's smile and the warmth behind the words are genuine. Though their partner was so good about masking up the pain, they know how much he does miss home. They know that his death haunts his dreams and makes him wake in cold sweats at times.

And to feel helpless, to not have that connection to his past to assuage his pain, has always been an inadequacy Fish had struggled with. ]

I work at Club Tourmaline. Hard to miss it-- I'm featured on it as a performer. You'll see a picture of me out in front. The entertainment there is very different from the taverns back home. People sit and watch... it's almost like theater sometimes. Theater with drinks!