[ The words come out thoughtful, Xue Yang shrugging vaguely at the realization. But these things happen to people like them, who do what they do, who are suffered to live only by the lies they tell. ]
It could've been worse. I'm kinda jealous, actually.
[ Would that he could've died by Xiao Xingchen's hand. To leave the world with his blood irrevocably staining those gentle hands, his one lasting mark, hated by a heart that could not be asked to love him... It's not a good ending, but for people like them it's the next best thing. ]
Can't believe you of all people fucked up that bad, though. [ Sighing, he wipes at Guangyao's face with his sleeve. ] At least it's behind you? He's an idiot. I'm sure you guys can make up.
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[ The words come out thoughtful, Xue Yang shrugging vaguely at the realization. But these things happen to people like them, who do what they do, who are suffered to live only by the lies they tell. ]
It could've been worse. I'm kinda jealous, actually.
[ Would that he could've died by Xiao Xingchen's hand. To leave the world with his blood irrevocably staining those gentle hands, his one lasting mark, hated by a heart that could not be asked to love him... It's not a good ending, but for people like them it's the next best thing. ]
Can't believe you of all people fucked up that bad, though. [ Sighing, he wipes at Guangyao's face with his sleeve. ] At least it's behind you? He's an idiot. I'm sure you guys can make up.