Hanzo wants to believe he would never do anything to hurt Dorian even in that state. It'd be more likely he hurt someone else, but if the two of them were together with no one else to bring out that side of him, it was very possible it would be fine. However, the moment he has the thought he remembers flashes of some of the things he's done. He's well-trained and very capable of hurting people, even those he cares about, so trust in himself is what's lacking. Perhaps if it goes well the first time he may be less defensive about it every following month.

The archer is easily distracted from his thoughts when Dorian brings fingers to his lips. His heartbeat quickens, but he tries not to give anything away outside of a slight smile.

"You will absolutely make it up to me. I would do the same, of course." The way in which Dorian enthusiastically declares his consent up front and well in advance puts him more at ease than anything else. He feels like they could figure it out together and everything just might be fine. "Good. Staying away from you after that would not be far off from torture. Though I have some suspicion that you have a taste for torturing the men who admire you."

Hanzo rests his head against Dorian's, brown eyes meeting gray with less than subtle intensity. "Lucky for you I am sturdy enough to manage a little torture."