As wonderfully touching and reassuring as all of these thoughts are, I'm desperately worried about the fact that I...apparently make you feel lost? Is there any way I can rectify that without unsettling the balance of everything else, I wonder?

And denying yourself only hurts you, in the end. You should be less harsh on yourself and your thoughts! [IT'S FINE, HE FUCKS. DID YOU KNOW HE FUCKS?]