[ keigo's heart had been pounding ever since he first allowed that glimmer of hope to shine in him. part of him was desperately trying to tell him that there was a high chance that guanshan wouldn't remember him, that this would be pointless, but he couldn't stop himself. he wanted to know.

and the very second guanshan looks up to him and stiffly utters his name, keigo's heart swelled with relief. he inhaled sharply, seemingly overflowing with a brimming energy now that it was all but confirmed that guanshan hadn't been a victim of the ominous memory wiping that seemed to be so prevalent. ]

Holy shit, [ keigo breathed the words more than spoke them, wasting no time in closing hte distance between them and impulsively grabbing guanshan, tugging him against him. keigo's hold was firm, as if he was anticipating guanshan to jerk away, or disappear entirely. ]