[ for keigo, it was a privilege. he had made the sorry mistake of getting attached to people who not only weren't from his time period (seeing footage from 13 years into the future still fucked with his head on some nights), but also could feasibly not even be from his reality. there was no guarantee of a possibility that keigo would be able to run into people like guanshan again, when the years lined up properly. it was all a crapshoot.
so yes, his friendships, his bonds, were a selfish point in him. he wanted to keep them all, forever. maybe it was embarrassing to some guys for keigo to be so candid about this level of sentiment, but for him, it was all part of the package.
as guanshan gingerly returned the embrace, hands molding to form those tethers to keigo, keigo himself leaned in. the contact was nice, not just for the emotional release, but for the chroma they were generating. it felt too pleasant to cut short just yet, so keigo responded to the question as easily as he would have done so in any other circumstance. ]
Mmm... About four months now, I think... Me 'n Renji... Sougo's here, too—do you remember him?—Ah, but it's been about that long. Long enough to get settled in 'n stuff.
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[ for keigo, it was a privilege. he had made the sorry mistake of getting attached to people who not only weren't from his time period (seeing footage from 13 years into the future still fucked with his head on some nights), but also could feasibly not even be from his reality. there was no guarantee of a possibility that keigo would be able to run into people like guanshan again, when the years lined up properly. it was all a crapshoot.
so yes, his friendships, his bonds, were a selfish point in him. he wanted to keep them all, forever. maybe it was embarrassing to some guys for keigo to be so candid about this level of sentiment, but for him, it was all part of the package.
as guanshan gingerly returned the embrace, hands molding to form those tethers to keigo, keigo himself leaned in. the contact was nice, not just for the emotional release, but for the chroma they were generating. it felt too pleasant to cut short just yet, so keigo responded to the question as easily as he would have done so in any other circumstance. ]
Mmm... About four months now, I think... Me 'n Renji... Sougo's here, too—do you remember him?—Ah, but it's been about that long. Long enough to get settled in 'n stuff.