[ Jin Guangyao's gaze flits across his sworn brother's face as he waits for an answer. He needs to know if they can move past the Temple Incident. It isn't as if there will be any other chance; back home he's dead, there is nothing for him. Here is a second chance at being alive, but who in their right mind wouldn't try to fix one of the few good things within their previous life?
The answer is unexpected and he lets out a breath he hadn't been away he was holding. Now he's just tormented, finally reaching out with both hands to tug at Lan Xichen's sleeve. ]
How can you think that? Zewu-Jun... Lan Xichen. You were close to me, you would talk to me, there was never an illusion....I could never have asked for a better brother in all those years!
[ Still, the conversation is slipping out of his control and Jin Guangyao knows it. All he wants is to fix this one thing, to have his er-ge back on his side for when he finally explores this new place. It just doesn't seem like it's going to happen and in a moment of desperation Jin Guangyao sets the bar lower and goes for a good old fashioned guilt trip, digging his fingers into that sleeve momentarily before letting his hands drop to his sides. ]
I see. It is understandable that you would not wish to associate with someone like myself anymore. Do not worry yourself anymore, Zewu-Jun, I understand completely. The things I did.... Please, try not to concern yourself any more, I shall not burden you.
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The answer is unexpected and he lets out a breath he hadn't been away he was holding. Now he's just tormented, finally reaching out with both hands to tug at Lan Xichen's sleeve. ]
How can you think that? Zewu-Jun... Lan Xichen. You were close to me, you would talk to me, there was never an illusion....I could never have asked for a better brother in all those years!
[ Still, the conversation is slipping out of his control and Jin Guangyao knows it. All he wants is to fix this one thing, to have his er-ge back on his side for when he finally explores this new place. It just doesn't seem like it's going to happen and in a moment of desperation Jin Guangyao sets the bar lower and goes for a good old fashioned guilt trip, digging his fingers into that sleeve momentarily before letting his hands drop to his sides. ]
I see. It is understandable that you would not wish to associate with someone like myself anymore. Do not worry yourself anymore, Zewu-Jun, I understand completely. The things I did.... Please, try not to concern yourself any more, I shall not burden you.