•||• Smash or Pass?

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smash or pass 💋

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<font face=century gothic><b><big>If you snuck in my room I would:</big></b> <ul>[] Go back to sleep [] Let you have the bed [] Share the bed [] Kick you out [] Cuddle with you [] Be like wtf? [] Let you sleepover [] Beat your ass</ul> <b><big>If you kissed me I would:</b></big> <ul>[] Kiss you back [] Smile & laugh [] Be shocked [] Slap you</ul> <b><big>You are:</big></b> <ul>[] Cute [] Adorable [] Pretty [] Beautiful [] Okay [] Sexy [] Hotass Motherfucker [] Ew</ul> <b><big>I Would:</big></b> <ul>[] Smash [] Pass</ul>

original code: tessisamess

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[mysophobe]

(( He's thoughtful for a quiet moment, then his expression turns more serious. ))

I would like to request an oath from you, Xingchen, if you are willing.

[mingyues]

Of course, what is it that you wish from me, Zichen?

[mysophobe]

(( Surely, since he's heard of his other self, this won't come as too great a shock. ))

Promise me that you will never hurt yourself.

[mingyues]

[ he pauses; blinking up in confusion. ] I - I do not intend to.

[mysophobe]

Please, promise me.

[mingyues]

[ he is not entirely stupid, this promise is important and it must mean something more than what he knows. something in his future, and thinking of that - of his 'other' here - makes his heart begin to race uncomfortably.

that future is not his, not him. ]

I - if this is what you wish to request from me. If this is what - if this is what you need from me, then yes. I promise you I will do... no harm to myself.

[mysophobe]

(( Zichen's eyes fall closed and he sighs in relief. Truly, Xingchen's word is all he needs. As far as he's concerned, Xingchen's word is as strong as iron. ))

Thank you, my friend.

[mingyues]

[ it is true. a promise is a vow to xiao xingchen. unbreakable.

this may save him from the truth yet. ]

Can you rest easier now, knowing that I have made you this promise?

[mysophobe]

Yes, I can. Thank you for this.

[mingyues]

Zichen.

Should I be afraid of he future?

[mysophobe]

I –

(( How can he possibly say? Things are already so different. Even though Xue Yang also seems to be protecting him from the truth, Song Lan feels untrusting of whatever his dubious motives may be. ))

I cannot say. Being here, it may have changed things. My truth may not be your truth. I… do not wish to keep secrets from you, but I do not wish to burden you with a future that may not be yours.

[mingyues]

[ a shiver runs up his spine; unwelcome and cold. ]

I see. [ but it is a put-on bravery, the hesitation so clear to those who know him well. even though he is not intentionally trying to hide anything from zichen. ]

I am - I know some things. I have thought about others - of what - ah. It.

I cannot speak of this yet, my thoughts on the matter are all tangled together. Nothing that comes out of my mouth will make sense. [ a brief smile, trying to neatly sweep the topic under the rug. ]

[mysophobe]

If a time comes when you are ready, when your thoughts are more clear... Should you ask it of me, I will never withhold my truth from you. Until you wish it, if you ever wish it, we shall not speak of it again.

[mingyues]

Thank you, Zichen. I - I am grateful for your trust, and I do trust you and my Zichen to - I know, I feel they are hiding things from me, but I do not hold that against them. I may be wrong, but being here has not given me much time to dwell on the questions of what the future might be.

[ he has been ignoring the warning signs for a while now, and will continue to do so, preoccupied with other things. ]

[mysophobe]

I can understand that. My few months here have been... incredibly eventful. It is difficult to find moments for oneself.

[mingyues]

But you are sad too. I can see it in you, feel it - you do not have to tell me anything you do not wish to. Or anything you cannot but I hope that you find your happiness too. Not just the one we share between us but more.

[mysophobe]

(( Of course, there is some sadness, lessened of late. There is sadness because of things he cannot say; things he will not say until Xiao Xingchen asks for the truth. It's a promise he's made to himself and his soulmate. ))

Xingchen, you are my moon, now and always. But in this strange place, I think... I have found my sun.

[mingyues]

[ he reaches up to cup song lan's face in his hands, smiling warmly. ]

Have you, Zichen? That is wonderful, the moon waxes and wanes but the sun is more constant.

[mysophobe]

But it is the moon that shines down in the darkest night.

[mingyues]

And you already have the moon by your side. The sun is a constant companion, warm and steady. It gives light and helps grow. You deserve the sun too.

[mysophobe]

The stars always chase the sun.

[mingyues]

Is that what you're afraid of?

[mysophobe]

Of course. Who would not be afraid?

[mingyues]

Zichen, [ he pauses, mulling his words ] have you maybe not considered that to this person you might be the sun?

[mysophobe]

No. I believe there is another who shines bright for him.