[ Her face softens, though it doesn't quite turn sad. ]
The world was absolutely nothing like what I thought it would be. I understand why shizun would not want any of us to go back there... but I do not regret it, either. I do known that no matter how long it took m, or how much I tried, I could never become like her, not out there. My heart is too loud, and there is too much calling to it.
But I think... that is all right. I would not wish to outlive my husband and son, either. So doing what good I can, that will mean there is a little more than there was before, wouldn't it?
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The world was absolutely nothing like what I thought it would be. I understand why shizun would not want any of us to go back there... but I do not regret it, either. I do known that no matter how long it took m, or how much I tried, I could never become like her, not out there. My heart is too loud, and there is too much calling to it.
But I think... that is all right. I would not wish to outlive my husband and son, either. So doing what good I can, that will mean there is a little more than there was before, wouldn't it?