No! It... it works, I tell you! I have done it with several others already, and it has worked each time!!
[ this is so upsetting... titus was so sure it was going to be perfectly enjoyable and easy as hell to generate all the energy that this world and everyone on it needs to thrive, or rebuild, or... whatever it was they needed. but nothing's happening at all now. what if that means it's going to stop working altogether??
...what if it's his fault? no, it's definitely his fault... he must not have enough real power left. it's all going to end like this, on this strange world far, far away from home, and there's nothing he can do about it.
without really thinking about it (he's too busy breaking down), he grips estinien's hand tighter--and adds his other hand on top of it, too. can't have a crisis without something to grab on. ]
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[ this is so upsetting... titus was so sure it was going to be perfectly enjoyable and easy as hell to generate all the energy that this world and everyone on it needs to thrive, or rebuild, or... whatever it was they needed. but nothing's happening at all now. what if that means it's going to stop working altogether??
...what if it's his fault?
no, it's definitely his fault... he must not have enough real power left. it's all going to end like this, on this strange world far, far away from home, and there's nothing he can do about it.
without really thinking about it (he's too busy breaking down), he grips estinien's hand tighter--and adds his other hand on top of it, too. can't have a crisis without something to grab on. ]