You can figure that out later. Don't worry about it.
Seriously, where's the problem with coming off as shameless? And for that matter, it's not "coming off as" something if it's what you feel, or what you are. You get that right? If you're shameless about stuff like that, show this person your real face and take the consequence head on.
[Sorry, don't mind him reading over this approximately ten times and dying more and more. There's way too much to unpack here?!
Gaku has a boyfriend, he's apparently into guys, he's implying he slept with Ryuu, Ryuu likes biting, HE KNOWS WHO THAT TEXT WAS ABOUT IN GENERAL--]
Was I that obvious?! I... I'm sure I was, but to think that you knew... I want to disappear. Thank you for the advice...
Um, but congratulations on your relationship! I had no idea. I'm very happy for you.
I trust you wholeheartedly, of course, but I'm begging you... Please don't speak a word of this to Tsunashi-san. I know that he's a forgiving person, but I'm afraid of hurting him with my selfishness and desperation! Is it wrong of me to feel this way?!
[Gaku just dropped those bombs and left. Well, okay, he didn't leave. He's here. He's here.]
You weren't obvious. Ryuu is, though. He sighs a lot when you're around.
You don't have to say something like that. I know it was a bad decision for my career... Well, it would be anywhere else. So go ahead and scold me.
I won't say a thing. You two really should just talk it out, though. You can't hurt him, you're not selfish, even if you are desperate. Take it from somebody who sees him almost every day.
He does?! That's.... Are you sure it isn't negative?!
But I wouldn't say that. Even in our industry, I wouldn't think of scolding you. It would be far riskier back home, but Lunatia is different. You should be yourself here and seize the opportunities you wouldn't have been able to in Japan.
Logically, I know you're right, but... In the end, I'm afraid of tarnishing his opinion of me, or even worse, making him uncomfortable. He may be disgusted if he realizes how much I... ["Want him to ruin me"? "Hope he fucks me mercilessly until I can't walk"? God, he can't even say it again. Gaku gets the idea.]
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You make it sound so easy. I don't want to come off so shamelessly.
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Seriously, where's the problem with coming off as shameless? And for that matter, it's not "coming off as" something if it's what you feel, or what you are. You get that right? If you're shameless about stuff like that, show this person your real face and take the consequence head on.
[Gaku no.]
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What's the quickest way to launch myslef into the stratospehre
gaku is probably drunk
Alright, if it'll make you feel better I can tell you something embarrassing too?
That makes two of them. (Or tipsy, since Sougo isn't at disaster drunk level yet. Thanks, Gaku.)
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1) I met my boyfriend because he was being shameless. It worked.
2) Ryuu likes biting. You're fine.
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Gaku has a boyfriend, he's apparently into guys, he's implying he slept with Ryuu, Ryuu likes biting, HE KNOWS WHO THAT TEXT WAS ABOUT IN GENERAL--]
Was I that obvious?! I... I'm sure I was, but to think that you knew... I want to disappear. Thank you for the advice...
Um, but congratulations on your relationship! I had no idea. I'm very happy for you.
I trust you wholeheartedly, of course, but I'm begging you... Please don't speak a word of this to Tsunashi-san. I know that he's a forgiving person, but I'm afraid of hurting him with my selfishness and desperation! Is it wrong of me to feel this way?!
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You weren't obvious. Ryuu is, though. He sighs a lot when you're around.
You don't have to say something like that. I know it was a bad decision for my career... Well, it would be anywhere else. So go ahead and scold me.
I won't say a thing. You two really should just talk it out, though. You can't hurt him, you're not selfish, even if you are desperate. Take it from somebody who sees him almost every day.
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He does?! That's.... Are you sure it isn't negative?!
But I wouldn't say that. Even in our industry, I wouldn't think of scolding you. It would be far riskier back home, but Lunatia is different. You should be yourself here and seize the opportunities you wouldn't have been able to in Japan.
Logically, I know you're right, but... In the end, I'm afraid of tarnishing his opinion of me, or even worse, making him uncomfortable. He may be disgusted if he realizes how much I... ["Want him to ruin me"? "Hope he fucks me mercilessly until I can't walk"? God, he can't even say it again. Gaku gets the idea.]